Turbulence
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Thursday, October 25, 2007, 11:05 pm
Filed under: rant
Filed under: rant
Truth be told, I am unhappy, discontented and exhausted. What is the meaning of all this and what lies ahead for me? I am quite sick of battling my own self, quite sick of the struggle between reasons and emotions. I had grand plans for my existence but it appears that I will be average at best, stuck in a rut with nowhere else to go. Are my expectations too high and do I demand too much out myself and everyone else? Maybe nothing and no one will ever be good enough for me, not even myself. I would like to think that I have done so much but at the same time, this martyred air that I breathe in disgusts me to no end.
This veneer is about to crack.
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i know what u mean about the martyred air thing. hang in there nana. i miss you!! are u ever online around late morning ur time? cuz thats when im online most of the time. we need to talk very soon. i love you!
Comment by jelly Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 12:30 am“Are my expectations too high and do I demand too much out myself and everyone else? Maybe nothing and no one will ever be good enough for me, not even myself.” maybe its a leo-nine thing cos i feel likewise. :s
Comment by elson Sunday, October 28, 2007 @ 1:04 amjelly: oi i miss you. i got your email and i hope i get to talk to you soon. if not, update me on what’s going on in your side of the world. i read that there are wildfires in LA so maybe some arnie schwarwhatever will take refuge at your place harhar!
elson: i think it’s our horrible, perfectionist nature lah hahaha. hope all is well white boy!
Comment by Nana Tuesday, October 30, 2007 @ 3:00 am